I Lose Control

So… there is this guy I like. The only problem is that he doesnt want it to go further than friendship. I somewhat agree, our friendship is nice and I’m not looking for a relationship either. But, I want to express to him how I feel and what I think.

I want him to know that there is someone with these emotions for him. I want him to know that even though there is sometimes drama and heartache in his life there is someone who will say “Good Morning” and “Good Night.” Someone next to him who is ready to hug him tightly and meaningfully say, “You are wonderful.”

I want him to understand that I do not feel these emotions easily. I want him to understand that these emotions are not being wished away as easily as other emotions are.

If he doesnt want to progress our friendship further, I will respect that. I just want him to know.